Wednesday, December 31, 2008

The year that was..

Every year it seems I reflect on the year that was, but this year feels different. This time last year I was so comfortable at Post, and if you had told me I would be in a new job, I’d be laughing. A lot changes in a year. It doesn’t feel like it’s the end of the year for me just yet, and yet I’m ready to move on. In more ways than one.

I read through all my entries on this blog, both published and unpublished ones. It made me sad reading about my time at Transit, and yet relieved that I’ve left behind that awful time in my life. I know I’ve grown in that I would never let work do that to me ever again. I’m very comfortable with where my life is at the moment. It’s such a lovely feeling to feel settled.

Do I have any goals this coming year? Not really, no. I’d like to be more relaxed with work, and not take it as seriously as I have the past few years. I think I’m ready to enjoy all the small things in life now, and be comfortable with everything I do. I think I’m ready to start socialising again. Little bit by little bit. I can’t get carried away, because I want to pour all my money into my mortgage, but it will be nice to have a bigger entertainment budget again. I’ve become such a boring person these days. My biggest excitement is waiting for my sofa to arrive at the end of February, or my mattress which should arrive next week. I’m looking forward to having a good night’s rest. That’s definitely what I need. My sleeping patterns have been crazy of late, and I’m convinced it’s my old mattress.

I’m become so square and boring these past few years. I think it’s time to go out and have some fun. I'll see how I feel. Right now, I could do with a nap, I'm just so tired. But! Alas, it's almost new years, and I definitely want to start the new year with a good party. Signing off for now. See you in the next year!

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