I feel pretty resigned today. Accepting. A feeling of resignation of what is meant to be. For what seems like the zillionth time since I've been here, it's an odd feeling. I had a somewhat awkward chat with the J-meister last night, and I feel tired. Tired of the whole situation, tired of life even. In more ways than one, the haunting Beatles classic, 'For No One', sums up my mood perfectly.
The person I least expected to comfort me called late last night for a chat, and it cheered me up somewhat. It kind of grounded me a little bit, surprisingly.
In other news, Jany is back, and it feels like we've taken up where we left off when she went on holiday a month ago. It seems like a lifetime ago.
I have so much to write, so much of it so personal that it makes me hesitate to write down in ink like this.
I fly to Melbourne with the rest of the team this afternoon. Word has it that we're heading to Lygon St for dinner. Bronny wanted cheapo viet food on Victoria St. Greg said no. Greg rules. Hehe. Heading to Lancemore tomorrow morning. I think I've been there before, for the Leadership Development Program a few years back. I don't think I'll have reception. Will be back in Melbourne Friday evening, before heading to Sorrento on Saturday with the girls.
The girls! I get to see them again. Oh my. I miss them so much. I spoke to Winnii last night, and god, I miss her. I haven't seen Niks since February, and the same with KK. Oh my. It feels like a lifetime has passed since I last saw her. Will be good to see them again. They always ground me, and we haven't had a roadtrip in years now.
The other day, I got a message from Kad to say that she's gunning for Sydney this month. Would be SO good to see her. I think of all the holidays we've had together, and how much fun we have when we hang out. Come July, she's been away for three years. Wow.
One more month until I let go of the 20's. I haven't even thought about it. This will be interesting; this next chapter of my life. I kind of feel like I'm in the mood for some fun ;) It's about time I get rid of the shackles I've placed on myself, and start to enjoy again.
The person I least expected to comfort me called late last night for a chat, and it cheered me up somewhat. It kind of grounded me a little bit, surprisingly.
In other news, Jany is back, and it feels like we've taken up where we left off when she went on holiday a month ago. It seems like a lifetime ago.
I have so much to write, so much of it so personal that it makes me hesitate to write down in ink like this.
I fly to Melbourne with the rest of the team this afternoon. Word has it that we're heading to Lygon St for dinner. Bronny wanted cheapo viet food on Victoria St. Greg said no. Greg rules. Hehe. Heading to Lancemore tomorrow morning. I think I've been there before, for the Leadership Development Program a few years back. I don't think I'll have reception. Will be back in Melbourne Friday evening, before heading to Sorrento on Saturday with the girls.
The girls! I get to see them again. Oh my. I miss them so much. I spoke to Winnii last night, and god, I miss her. I haven't seen Niks since February, and the same with KK. Oh my. It feels like a lifetime has passed since I last saw her. Will be good to see them again. They always ground me, and we haven't had a roadtrip in years now.
The other day, I got a message from Kad to say that she's gunning for Sydney this month. Would be SO good to see her. I think of all the holidays we've had together, and how much fun we have when we hang out. Come July, she's been away for three years. Wow.
One more month until I let go of the 20's. I haven't even thought about it. This will be interesting; this next chapter of my life. I kind of feel like I'm in the mood for some fun ;) It's about time I get rid of the shackles I've placed on myself, and start to enjoy again.
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