Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Why art thou playing up?

My skin is not getting any better. In fact, it seems to be getting worse. I have a little idea of how Jenny feels a few years back now, when her skin was playing up. My skin literally feels like it's burning now, though I know it still looks.. okay on the surface. But it actually stings. I'm not sure what's wrong, and as each day passes, I'm slowly slowly becoming a little concerned. Maybe this is a sign of getting older.. F me, seriously.

I had a dream last night. I was standing on a hill, overlooking a valley. It was dark, and I was watching the stars. There was someone beside me, a girl. We were watching the stars together, just her and I, silent. That was the whole dream. I was gazing at the stars, and watching the world slowly turn. There was no conversation, just silence. And the view was spectacular. Very serene, very quiet, very tranquil. Clear starry night, a remote village in the valley. It felt like time had stopped, and for a few hours, the world was at peace.

I used to have this dream a lot, with variations to the dream. Sometimes it linked to another dream I used to have, the one on the spaceship, and in this dream, a line of people would be quietly boarding the spacecraft to leave this world. Sometimes, it was like the medieval ages, and the world felt so young and innocent. Sometimes, it felt like the world was completely untouched; like a parallel universe. It's been quite a while since I've had this dream. It made me a little sad. It felt like a trigger to snap me out of a dream, and I woke up this morning, and found it incredibly hard to get out of bed and get myself to work. Sigh. Maybe this is a sign I need a holiday.

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