Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Oh F***

Do you ever feel so small and insignificant, you just want to roll up in a ball and just shy away from the world?

Work is messy, and getting messier by the day. I have no idea how we get out of this mess right now, and it feels like every time we try to dig out ourselves out, it gets worse. I almost had a heart attack yesterday listening to Terry tell me updates. F***, is all I can say right now. I'm not looking forward to the presentation next month in Singapore.

I think I'll learn quite a big lesson from this, but right now, I see no solution. No great big light bulb has lit, and it's been a week I've mulled over this. We have a 8am meeting tomorrow to finalise some of this stuff, and I have no idea how we're going to sell this.

Part of me just wants to get on with it, and part of me now just has a bad taste left in my mouth that I'm feeling a bit disgusted. As Bronwyn put it, she feels like she's just had the 'just raped' shower. That's how I'm kind of feeling at the moment.

In other news, J-meister and I are on talking terms again. As weird as it sounds, I had missed her. I think this has been the longest we've gone without talking - 9 days? Hmm...

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