Today I am bothered. A thought entered my mind last night, and it made me question whether certain actions could trigger your thought process, and change your outlook completely.
I gush about the girls all the time, how much they mean to me. But my strong belief was brought into question last night, and I'm disturbed. I've been playing hypothetical scenarios in my mind all of last night, and even this morning. I can't shake it.
What bothers me most was that certain events come back into my mind, making me question why I reacted the way I did years ago. Certain events I remember clearly, others I don't. This one particular event triggers nothing but a vague, hazy thought.
I'm bothered. I'm bothered by the actions of others, and their reasons behind it. My mind won't let it go just yet, even though this happened years ago. I need answers. I need clarification. I'm confused. I'm bothered.
I gush about the girls all the time, how much they mean to me. But my strong belief was brought into question last night, and I'm disturbed. I've been playing hypothetical scenarios in my mind all of last night, and even this morning. I can't shake it.
What bothers me most was that certain events come back into my mind, making me question why I reacted the way I did years ago. Certain events I remember clearly, others I don't. This one particular event triggers nothing but a vague, hazy thought.
I'm bothered. I'm bothered by the actions of others, and their reasons behind it. My mind won't let it go just yet, even though this happened years ago. I need answers. I need clarification. I'm confused. I'm bothered.
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